it can wait forever

the wave rolls in
is it real
is it an illusion
does this wave come from me
or for me
does it bring a message
or is it just an echo
of my seeking straining wanting mind

i’m confused and disoriented with these questions
i dive beneath this water
seeking solace in its silence
i float
and i drift
i still hear those waves
am i hiding from something
they want to give to me
or is there something more true
sitting on the ocean floor
that needs to rise and meet me on its own terms

what is truth
where does it come from
how do i know it
how do i discern
the current that chops the water
from my own kicking feet
from the flow
that comes from source

be still
and find rest
relinquish your yearning for truth
truth does not rise from the seeking
its just here
it always has been
it always will be
it can wait forever
to know you